I found my way back.
Mainly because i realised how i've been detaching myself from the lovely readers who still bother coming to this little page, only to find that again, it has never been updated. Not that i'm saying there are people who still want to read about my life, but i
LIKE to think there are people still interested in wanting to know what i do everyday when i'm not staring at the ceiling fan. So i
HOPE and i
THINK these kind people will keep coming to this blog. It's okay if they don't, i still
WANT to think they do, and you can't stop me because after all it's my thoughts, and this is my blog, and i feel like updating, cuz i miss putting my everydays into words.
There you go.
They say if you can't convinced them, confuse them. And apparently, i haven't got enough will power to convince all of you as to why i didn't have time to update my entries. So, i hope you are confused and spare me the trouble of explaining. Pls be confused. =)
I am BACK! And i am in business. Whatever that means.
A few months have passed atleast, and so much has happened. But the most important thing of all this happenings is that me missing my beanies. I miss them a whole lot. For future's sake, i have to leave them to take care of themselves and the cafe. As much as i want my life to be associated with them baristas and cafe, i have to pull myself out - because apparently my fiancee wants a memorable wedding, a comfortable beautiful house, savings for our future's future, triplets at my first birth, and a baby named Tiara.
Although the triplets was actually my idea.
Though i want to be a barista for life, building a career as one can't get me all of the above. So i changed my mind. With the basic full-time job pay i'm getting now at SingTel, i will strive to achieve those dreams, and then with three tots running behind me, i might just get back to making coffee and latte art.
Sounds like a plan. I LIKE.
My dearest beanies, your shift leader will be back soon! Don't you fear. You're in good hands of Nadiah Sapuan. Once i'm settled down, stable, i will return and we'll rule the world. Mark my words. I miss you guys like fuck. Haiz.
On the other hand, call centre environment was the best i've ever imagine. To get moronic, fun colleagues was more than i asked for. From the start or shift, til the end, it was pureless fun. Your phone ringing and answering
"Welcome to Singtel Mobile. How can I assist you?" only to be answered by,
"Semangat nampak," and turning around fuming to a pair of laughing idiots, getting pantun pop-up emails of
"Makcik pakai baju biru, kawan oi buat ape tu?" and replying
"Atas pokok ade cik pon, aku tgh angkat tepon!" - it was exactly the definition of 'enjoying what you do.'
I'm loving it. And i'm loving my fiancee. Abu and Nori's wedding last Sunday has made me fantasize of the Titans escorting Kid and I during our wedding.
As long as Elfee don't fall off his Kawa again. And as long as Yan and Danial sing
'Kasihnya Laila' exactly with the same expressions. All above 20 - i'm the youngest of the lot, both boys and girls added - yet, i feel like the oldest with their nonsensical jokes, bike-stunts tak jadi and doing burnt-in instead of a burnt-out
("AKU BARU TUKAR TAYAR NAK BUAT BURNT-OUT? Gile pe! Aku buat burnt-in ah!").
Absolute awesomeness. Baby, get a K8 soon plz. I love you.
And i need to feed my pet fish now because it looked so miserable in that big tank alone. And Kid is complaining of how i spend more attention to the fish than him. In fact, he hated the fish so much he thinks shooting it would earn him a Nobel Prize for services to the world.
Dream on love.
And if you readers have a pet, pls treat with care. If you had a bad day at work and was thinking of strangling your cat, stop for a moment and gimme a call. I'll advise you lock yourself up in ur room and learn how fascinating your ceiling fan is.
Then the world would be a nicer, friendlier place.